Finding my way

I am finding my way through this cycle...this non-trying cycle.
It is actually better than I thought...I am trying to get exercise everyday, move everyday...do yoga and meditation everyday.
I am wanting to lose some weight, I think it will help my chances. I want to lose as much as I can in a healthy way this cycle and see where I get. The weather is beautiful and it makes it easier to get outside, that is a good thing.
off for now.

looking to the future

I am having a better day...not great to be honest but better. I am looking forward to this cycle now, I am planning on using it as time to get a little healthier. I have let things slide, not getting to the gym as much as I would like, the yoga has slipped to. So I would like to get back into a routine. I think it is a good time...March break will also be this cycle so I will be off work for a week. Hubby will be at work so it will be me and my cat. I am hoping it will be sunny so I am able to be  walking outside and cycling in the nice weather.

That is about all now for now....more to come.
Thanks for all the support everyone...it means a lot. Helps me get through the bad days.

3rd time is not a charm

Well spotting started last night along with bad cramps...this moring came the real deal with more cramps.
It sucks and I am sad.
I am going to take a break, one cycle off to just be me, not infertile me.
later.

Not long now...

Day 25...still unsure, still waiting...sleepy, crampy, hormonal. yes all those fun things. I am still wondering and hoping. At this time in the cycle I get to the point where I just want to know either way, good new or bad I hate waiting. HATE WAITING!!! to be clear.
I got my new Lululemon shorts today they make me happy and I love them. I am wearing them now and love them! They actually sit on my legs in the right spot..they are suppose to be shorter but because I am shorter they fit a little longer, it is nice.
well nothing else to say...thought I had more.
later skater

Good and Bad

Good - It is Hubbys birthday today!!! He is a wonderful man and I love being able to spoil him on his birthday that is a good thing for sure.

Bad - I feel crummy..tired, upset tummy and yucky feeling. Of course once I start to experience this stuff plus the sore boobies and light cramping it makes me wonder....yes it does.....I try and push the wondering aside because I don't think it is healthy to obess over what could be or not be. I believe that it is possible that I am pregnant. I beleive that time will tell, not worrying.

Off to celebrate Hubbys birthday!