I have just made a realization....so many of the women I started out blogging with now have babies and not just newborns. But kids, real kids some who are going to be walking and talking.

Where am I, I remain here in the land between. No kids, no reasonable explanation.

Don't get me wrong I am happy for all of these families who are now brimming with baby goodness there is a tiny little piece that says. Why not us, why.



  1. It is SO HARD. Especially around the holidays. I'm so sorry that you're spending another Christmas feeling like this. :( I know we had a half dozen like that. I hope that next year is your turn!!

  2. I wrote a post similar to this a few days ago. Its hard I must admit to see everyone move forward when you feel like you're sitting spinning in a circle. I hope next year you'll be moving forward. I hope next year is your turn and mine too!


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