Ok...so I am experiencing some after shocks of this negative result.
What if I can never get pregnant. Will I be happy. Will I be able to come to terms with not having a child?? I don't know how my relationship will be affected...will it be fine, grown stronger or become well..a shadow of a marriage.
I don't know if I will be ok being a women who has to answer..no I never had children every time I am asked.
I do know I cannot adopt...it is just not something that is for me.
Is this it?? Me, hubby and our animals????