10/02/2011

Beta

Test showed a negative result. No pregnancy. Heartbreaking, yes. Surprising, no.

I had a feeling that this was not to be the time the closer I got to the date. In fact I think I would have been more surprised if I had gotten a positive result.

So what now??

We we are going to take a break from treatment. In the mean time there are somethings to keep me busy.

- get back to the gym while I CAN
- My knee needs to be fixed. I have torn cartilage. So I will be getting sugary done on my knee.
- We are going to take a trip, a few days for us to get away and just rejuvenate and have time for us. We are thinking Montreal
- save money for next IVF

So...there we go. Time to move forward.

xoxo

7 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry : ( It's never easy to hear, even if you expect it. Your plans for your break sound great!

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  2. I'm so sorry to hear about your negative. I've been through 2 at this point and have also never gotten a positive. It's always a blow, no matter how much you prepare. I hope you have a fantastic and healing trip - I went away shortly after my 2nd negative and it saved my sanity!

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  3. I'm so sorry to hear this news. And I'm sorry you are getting surgery on your knee - that's yucky, but I have a lot of massage clients who think knee surgery was the best thing that could have happened to them. I hope you're in that crowd! Can wait to hear about your trip!

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  4. I'm so sorry to hear this cycle did not work for you :( Take the break that you need. I hope you have an awesome trip with the hubby

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  5. My heart dropped when I read this. Even though you expected it, it's always crappy to find out for sure that it is a negative. I'm sorry.

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  6. I am so very sorry. I know the hurt...got my negative beta on Friday. Hugs!!

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  7. Oh sweetie. I'm so very sorry. Sending you hugs...

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